If I could escape from my thoughts, I would do all the things I wanna do. Free from all the worries my mind create whenever someone locks eye contact with me…
People want to have the ability to read other people’s minds. They say it’s one of the best talents one can have, ESP. Extrasensory Perception… A talent that allows someone to read other people’s mind and sometimes predict something that will happen in the future.
Most people studied hard to gain knowledge, in my case, I was the most silent girl since I was in elementary. The subject my ESP works best was English. It wasn’t a challenge for me to make English sentences or understand a new word.
I was often unfairly judged by my teachers. They say that I cheat. I was always bad at defending myself. I don’t know how to explain. And I know they weren’t even willing to listen to my explanation.
Most of my studying years, I relied on my ESP. I never really studied hard because I have difficulty focusing on something & the more I focus on it, the more I don’t get it.
If I could turn back time, I wouldn’t have been a victim from my own thoughts. My talent grows day by day, my mind explores more each passing day. Reading people’s eyes are my favorite thing to do whenever I get to know new people. I like to do and treat them how they want, however, I’m not good at keeping people. I lose control of my actions the moment I know what they don’t like about me. Of course I have my fair share of imperfections.
If I could lose a talent of mine, I would want to lose my ESP. ESP has taken a toll on me.. I became the victim of my own talent. It consumes me & I’m tired of knowing people’s intentions.
I hope, I wake up without it one day & do the things I love without stressing over what people think about me.
Feelings Express 